Thank you...

January 10, 2009

i was over excited...bcos he said:''i'm happy to grant you the visa.'' though he didn't look that happy to me at all...but thank you! i was glad you said that, i still am!!

January 10, 2011

i never know until it comes. i wonder what would i bring home with, shades that i could keep. Shades of this land, those places i've been to, people i've met, sand from Bournemouth, my favourite foods and snacks, the snowman i made, etc. etc...and what would i get from you?

January 10, 2010

Don't waste another second...just sit here with me.

''Everyone has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.''

-gabriel garcia marquez

FS-H&SF

people are talking about how uncommon it was to snow so much, in fact too much. there are still inches of snow layer on some inches of ice out there which had brought us so much fun and nothing else but trouble now. S-N-O-W i saw it for the first time like only 3 weeks ago. im not really tired of it...i adore winter but its freaking cold that i wouldnt even wanna sneak-a-peek to know what is going on out side of the house. like it was fun to see my own breath when i was unfamiliar with it...oh well a run-of-the-mill THING!!!

i quitted my job and am currently spending my days doing nothing much. wake up from bed to have my brunch (i cant make it for breakfast...im always late apparently) and sitting around with family by the tv with tvb or Simpson. tick~tock~tick~tock dinner is served!! and for the rest of the evening, tv (again! but tonight we had Simpson the movie...aww i just love it even hav been watching it for times! can i watch it again?? pleasseee~~) read a book (oh yes!! hmm i think i'll need something to help me see better very soon @@) and a task a day --the internet! and im off to bed around 2am! this is what have i done for my first week off. i just cant help love not having to work...well at least for this moment. it was such a relief...hold on a second!!

i must jot this down...ive made a snowman for the first time!!! its a snow monster we named it Jimmy!! muahaha...snow was soft like cotton!! pretty amazing that we got like 10 inches of it! i got a bit exhausted rolling and packing the ball though! phew...i have to say im not as energetic as the kids. they could still ran across the road to the snow painted field and build another snowman...i could only walk and it wasnt easy to walk with my feet were frozen and my hands were cold.

i loved snow. i like it. but would you please excuse me...we need some time alone!

im reading in Reading

A runny yolk next time ya!

SO it was new year...did you guys have the fun??

i was more than happy to get off from work early though.

i am sitting in this room...

which has been MY ROOM for the past 9 months...

but soon to be WAS my room. B'CUZ

im leaving my room soon. i am glad but

joy.tinged.with.sadness.

i never thought i'd felt this way.

NEVER!!SLAP*SLAP* too sloppy of me!!!

SO it's new year (again?) i made my first poached egg!! woohoo~~~and i didnt mess it up darling!

im just so proud of myself...

a slightly brown toast! i like it browned but not burnt...please!

just perfect!! my first poached egg!!! a remark for year 2010...hehe...

十二月的結束。。。盡然來到二0一0！！噔！！

真的有點嚇到，這樣又過了一年！！長大后時間好像是一個月，一個月地過。靠！！那我一年里不就只有十二天而已？？！太恐怖了。。。從前常常會在新的一年為自己設下不少的目標，但已經記不起來到底有幾個沒有實現的（多到不行！）有時啊又希望把在上一年沒完成的可以在新的一年完成。。。一年堆幾個。堆著，堆著地，見鬼啦！！都要快要被埋過了頭。索性什么都不管了，想做什么就什么，瀟灑一點或許還會有驚喜！

我已經不喜歡那種兩頭不到岸的感覺了。總覺得太理智時，都做不了決定。我開始相信或許沖動之下做決定，人生才會比較精彩。好像火車，每一次都在同一個軌道上，在同一個時間上車，看一樣的風景，開到同樣的地方。真的分不清到底是習慣性的喜歡，還是害怕改變的借口？換了個路線，說不定會發現原來在世界的另一段有個更適合自己的地方。哪怕到達的是個爛透了的環境，至少經歷過，看過，走過。再回到熟悉的軌道時，就會更珍惜擁有。

一直都呆在安全框框的我，在今年，有勇氣地為自己做了幾個決定。不會后悔，有失，就會有獲得！！

十二月的開始。。。楊瑞代 - 給你的情書

無意間發現這個地球上還有一個有才華的歌手。懶洋洋的聲音。。。沒有負擔的旋律。他的歌已經在我小白里播了又播。。。不停地重播。我喜歡《戀愛》可愛的曲搭上有畫面的詞，感覺很妙！真的。。。有時也不曉得什么時候開始習慣會想起某個人，也會在不知不覺中不再想念那個他。回憶帶來感觸，卻很虛擬，變得模糊。我開始發現在腦袋經過的熟悉畫面好像都有保鮮期，總會有消失的時候。只過了八個月，我也開始忘了我最愛的食物是什么，平常都愛咬什么零食，喝茶時都點什么小吃。是老了吧？？記憶衰退吧？？再來是《瘦夠了》。。。我還沒瘦夠咯！！聽著這首歌真的有點想來個原點跑步的沖動！！在二零一零年，就是我揭開成績單的時候了。。。偶好緊張哦！！

很喜歡他專輯的口號 - ‘你曾經收過情書嗎？’

也因為他。。。我開始聽起南拳媽媽來！我特愛《小時候》和《離家不遠》。前者讓我懷念小時候的天真游戲，真心無私。或許人也只有在小時候才會遇見真心的好朋友吧，長大了有了戒心，不再那么容易就相信別人，也不輕易的把心交出來了。當我在忙的買圣誕禮物，忙著寫圣誕卡時，很慶幸我身邊不乏朋友。他們不只是‘朋友’而已。他們是可以和我無話不談的朋友，讓我想家時不會只得苦苦的想，讓我知道即使我身在過外也有他們在地球的另一段為我打氣加油。即便不能見面，也能感受到那份溫暖的問候。。。他們都是我愛的人！！最近的我很想家，朋友問我是不是想回家了呢？也不是。。。只是我即將揭開人生新的一頁。知道走對了路，但路上的街燈總是暗沉沉的，好怕一不小心就會走到小巷，沒得前進也沒有退路，最終只能卡在那個空間，就這樣的過。。。

Day 30: followed by SCARY THiNG!!

i find it unbelievable how time could pass by so quickly. it's the last day of November. tomorrow would be the last 1st of year 2009! OMG...OMG!!! i've made a plan earlier. i'd been to London during summer...and i guess it would be fascinating to find snow all over London!

Snow-capped Big Ben??!! kwl~~kwl~~