Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend??

14th Feb...i couldnt believe im gonna spend it away from home...6686 miles away from my 'kampung'!! it just doesnt feel right knowing that im gonna miss meeting family and friends. SO new year is approaching, its so unusual without doing and saying the things ive been doing and saying for the past years. friends were saying i was brave enough to leave my land, some said it is once in a lifetime opportunity (cant agree more!), mum said i should just do it when without a doubt, daddy wasnt too happy though.

i understand that i'll be missing out birthday parties, wedding dinners, gambling nights..ssssss, once-in-a-month dinner, and oh Green-Box!! i always try to catch up, am so afraid im gonna miss something out during this period. BUT I ALWAYS MiSS THiNGS OUT!! even family affairs...i am so left out!!!! i din get to know cousin had given birth to a boy...another one is expecting...a family had his leg broken.

we cant just walk along without words...seriously, feeling is not a thing to be relied on. when i was saying im gonna hold on tight to it...i meant it but was uncertain.

being adventurous is sometimes risky, and i take it!!!

when i know i've found someone who's gonna be my ji mui forever,

someone who could make me happy by just being there,

someone i could share silly jokes with, and they would tell you dirty jokes,

they are the ones who play major parts in my life!!