my weakest determination...

woohoo~~it's Halloween!!! and i've gotta work!!! oh well...called home today and was shocked to hear dad's car was badly hit 2 weeks ago!!! thank god no one was injured...and there will be another postal strike next week!! i wonder how long its gonna take till i get my parcel from Miki?? its gonna be November again...my 25th. ive made a decision...a resolute and unfaltering one. i really want to lose some weight la~~~but i love foods so much wor~~~

Something to read...too many in fact!!

i was gazing at this neat stack of books on my table. how i wish i could have a little more time to spend. since i got my new laptop in september...i havent really got any spare time on anything else other than the NET!! chatting on msn is like a daily chore now...

i finished 《这些年，二哥哥很想你。》few months ago. my laptop wasnt connected to the internet back then. during lunch break i would sit on the floor reading it...and it only took me a week to finish! apparently i was lonely by then...i finished a few TVB dramas which had been kept in my hard disk for ages. i would write a few letters for that special someone...call my mum to say hi...write on my diary...play with my doll...or just lying on bed listen to songs. i dont do these anymore...cos i get connected to the internet! well i guess i should do something better than surfing the net now.

i wouldnt say i love reading but i do love books...i dont know why. bookstores would be one of my favourite places. there was once i got myself 9 books in 3 days...it was a record!!! i seriously hate lending books to others...cos you'll never know what they will be doing while reading your books!picking nose...eating crisp...or mayb sitting on toilet?? reading in the toilet really turn me off!!! i wonder why do people read while pooing??

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME W.H.Y???

Strawberry milkshake doesn't taste that bad after all...

remember that strawberry milkshake i had days ago which make me sick??!
i did swear i wouldn't want another one for the rest of my life.
BUT...haha i had one today!! and it's from McDonald's!!! (thank god!)
love the fish burger!! love the fries!! love those McFlurries!!
there are so many reasons why i love McDonald's so much!
and i have a mission...which might take me forever to complete!
since McDonald’s around the world have a different twist to each of their menus...i would love to stroll into the Golden Arch in many different countries!! i just cant wait...
AND i dont care how long the fries are gonna stay in my tummy!!
I'M LOViNG iT!!

怪咖的怪文章。。。

我超喜欢吃苹果。。。但苹果的制成品我不碰！
我讨厌吃橙。。。但橙汁和所有橙味的东东我都爱！！
牛奶使我反胃。。。可是我还蛮好奶制品的。。。
我是不是很怪？？！
或许命中注定我当个平凡人却又不普通的人。。。
记得周董当红时我才十七岁，身边的人大多是他的粉丝。
口味怪怪的我就是不喜欢他。。。爱耍帅但又不太帅。
歌是写的不赖，但那些嘴里含着糖唱出来的字我真地听不懂咧！
直到他当上导演。。。我不得不认这家伙真的很有才华！！
现在的我听着五年前的《十一月的萧邦》。
那时的《头文字D》，那时我的右脚膝盖被开了一刀。。。
那时的我狂瘦七公斤，那时的我觉得周杰伦真的不能演！！
看完《不能说的秘密》。。。怪人改观！！
还是想说周董导的好，导的妙！但演技是有待进步的啦！
有段时期觉得听商业化的歌没有个性。。。
于是开始‘学’听些有品味的歌！
Bic Runga是个朋友介绍的，真的不错听！
始终我还是不会欣赏爵士乐。。。慢慢来吧。。。慢慢来。。。
到了这个地步我必须承认，
这篇文章真的怪怪的！！！ 都说我很怪的啦。。。

i spent the extra hour showing off...

the clock moved back by an hour at 1am...that means i got an extra hour to spent!! i was thinking what should i do with it?? surfing the net of course...feed my pet on Pet Society...get more sleep...create a new post!!!(which i failed to do so...AGAIN!!!!)

well i was glad that Christopher came online...and Kelvin!!! the extra 60mins was fully utilised!! video chatting is a little stirring when that someone over there can hear what you say BUT you cant hear him at all!!!(maybe you should just get a new machine...Chris with the non-working mic it's not what we name a laptop!)

i was brave enough to show them my fat-face!! it started to went a little wild when Chris wanted me to show him my room and my closet!! i showed him the coat i bought last week...my favourite junks one by one...(haha im 7-11 remember??!! u'll never short of food whenever im around)and silly Kel start showing off stuffs he bought from Taiwan...and -_-' Brands' Chicken Essence...wahlau eh...洗唔洗啊？？！AND HELL!! his bloody PSP console! grgggrrr...it's white!! Gosh i've got a bit of white-coloured-objects fetish to be honest. it was crazeee we wont stop swearing...i really enjoyed doing that, though! t**n**s**g!!! kakakgagaga...aww i miss you guys so much.

p/s: Kel i must say i loveee your t-shirt!!!!

meals on thursday...

woke up from sleep at 1030am but i only managed to get outta bed at 1110am...sleepy head i am!! i had my regular butter croissant with tuna mayo filling!! to make it clear...i had two!!! and a cup of hot chocolate!! actually im on a diet at the moment! (giggling ^^) since breakfast happens to be the first and staple meal of the day so i guess i just have to take it seriously!!

well for lunch i had tuna melt pannini! spot it baby...i love tuna so much!! it came with these fresh veggie...coleslaw & potato crisps. i finished the whole thing...LUSH!! mayb they should hav it with ham or pineapple as well...its gonna be LUSH-EERRRR!!

beverage---strawberry milkshake with cream on top(i dun really like strawberry and i hate milk...i just thought mayb i should try something different) and guess i shouldnt be so curious cos it was kinda disgusting!!!!

there was nothing special about dinner.
typical chinese dishes...crabs(crap)...vege, fish and soup.

thumbs up to the soup, though.

my next big meal...SUNDAY DiNNER!!!

THiS WiLL BE MiNE...

我有三本日记。。。

老实说我并没有很好的记忆力。。。我只擅长回忆！
有很多事情我记得那是因为我常常回忆。。。
还记得那时的我和他总会为了谁记不记得哪件事而闹。。。
但他不会和我争议太久因为他深知我的记忆力比他好！！（我还比较臭屁咧！）
从前我不太会仔细看看四周。。。有时连自己的牙刷是什么颜色也不晓得。
会不会太扯？？！！每天用上两次。。。竟然啊！！
其实。。。可能大部分的人（我不是想拖人下水的啦！）都没有注意到吧！
牙刷是什么颜色当然不是重点。
重点是人为什么总不会放慢脚步看看身边的人，事，物呢？
我现在才开始学会把
看过的风景。。。到过的地方。。。身边爱的人。。。喜欢的东东都要好好的记牢！
我常常犯同样的错。。。每当去到一个新地方总不会毫不犹疑的乱拍。
心想等我下次再来的时候才拍啦！
靠！！下次是几时啊？？！！
很庆幸的是我爱写。中学时的我把每天芝麻绿豆都写下来。
上了学院写的越来越少，相对的回忆也只有靠记忆力了。
不久的之前我又开始写日记了。
还没到英国前有本A5体积的黑色记事本放在包包陪我上山下海。。。
到了英国后我把每天的心情故事写到一本给他的日记本。。。
可悲的是还有五分之一的部分我并不确定还会不会写下去。
所以我又买了一本。。。这个我是要为自己而写的了！

p/s: 想说我也想你。。。miki!!

Recollection...

SLEEPING is one of my favourite activities...i enjoy doing it but last night has to be the worst night ever!! i'd been trying hard to get this post done for the past 2 days...something got into the way on the night before and yesterday i was thinking 'i must get this done by tonight!' then i ended up in bed at 1am...and it feels like i've been sleeping for-ever then i woke up and it was only 3am!! tucked into my bed again and woke up(DARN!!)at 430am!! tried my best to sleep again and it was like 6am when i peeked at the clock!! this reminds me of the night before i left for England. i went on bed at 230am and got up at 510am...160 minutes seemed forever to me!!

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it was 7am when i was ready to leave home...i was trying so hard to not shed a tear then my dad gave me this hug!!! GOSH!!! i bursted out crying like a baby...i can still remember how did it feel like to be in my dad's arm. it still brings tears to my eyes whenever i think of him...I LOVE YOU, DADDY! i insisted that none of my friends should be at the airport but Rachel(ur a b*tch)...surprised me by showing up!! it was 10am when i got to the check-in counter...

thus my life is never gonna be the same again.

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to be honest i have such a forgetful mind...so i need something to remind me of things i want to do and have done--a diary!! and it was my diary which kept me company on the plane. i've never imagined myself being alone and talking to no-one for like 15 hours!! (well there were plenty of people on the plane...but hey what's the name??!!) had my lunch at 12pm...switched to the tv watching 'Twilight' (again??!!) fell asleep at 320pm and woke up it was 8pm...and i was bored to death!! 945pm when i finished Toy Story 2 and my dinner was not served yet!!! this time i was starved to death!!! and dinner was suck!! vegetable curry??!! im never a fan of veggie...-_-'''...

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it was freezing cold in March...the cold breeze got me sick!! homesick...i mean!! i tried not to call home that much cos i couldn't help crying hearing my parents' voices. it's lame i know!! it's been 7 months now...gained a few kgs!! i cant even fit into the pants i brought over...but im still eating my favourite junks!! muahaha...(kinder bueno...how could u resist it??!!) anyway im in my ideal weight based on BMI calculator(that means im over over-weight...sigh!)

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and this is something really cool i wanna share...it crossed my mind that i might have some pictures somewhere in my wallet...and look what i've found!!!!

贺军翔...yes!! i keep his picture in my wallet!! haha...true it sounds sooo lame!! my portraits...taken when i was like one and five??!!(i really dun remember i've been keeping them, though)this definitely explain why i could never get rid of my chubby face...

I before E except after C

here comes the second post...gosh i've given up

on the template!! it took me ages to figure it out and

i thought i might be which i didnt!!

I FORFEIT!!! anyway...it's wat im posting that matters...

forget bout the template! but still...i want it to be better!

a better colour tone...a better formation!

AARRRRGG...oh its Monday again!

my day off tmr...i feel relieved!!

and ive learned something clever today...

is called 'mnemonic device' ...

its devised to help us remember how to spell some English words!

though it doesnt really applied to all the words but

the phase sounds so cute:

'i before e except after c'

it's cute...ain't' it???

and the phase i fancy saying lately:

'Google it'

just another phase...

Eleventh of October...

this is it...my very own blog!
i've got a stupid name for it...skinny Lamb!
i fancy lamb lately...or sheep!
i've got so much in me...desperately to shout them out...
hmm...but where do i start??
well this happen to be the first post...make it simple!
sort of introduction...should be boring!!
this start out much more later than i expected...
i'm slow even at doing the things i like to do...
i'm just not that passionate!

i found myself a new hobby a year ago(去年的今天)...
got my first blythe doll which i named her Chanel
then Starr!! cant believe it's been a year now...
she's on my desk...with her long sleek wine-red hair holded by a stand...
staring at me!! I LOVE HER SOOO MUCHH!!!!
mayb i'll get her a cake tmr...
and there's this puppy toy on my bed 'Yummy'...
i brought them all the way from home to here along side with another blythe
doll named Chelsy(she's been abandoned...my bad!)
life gets a lil' bit exciting with them keeping me company...
it was cold when i first got down here...
holding Yummy to sleep kept me warm at nite...
thanx for being there!!! (thank you...dear!)

23rd March, i landed here on my own! it has to be the longest day in my life...
i've been sitting on the plane for 15 hours.
talking to no one...my mind was kinda blank...and now my mind is blank...
it's still blank....

i guess i'll do this tmr...
on Starr's 1st birthday!!!